i am just about ready for school to start damn it. i've run out of things to do. i've tired of reading, watching tv, playing those computer card games, and yes, sadly, even eating. i'm too lazy to go out. besides, most of the hommies have school. maybe i'll work on the curtains i'm making from sheets. a bit ghetto, but it's the only material i've found that matches my room. i should probably get a job. but i'm waiting until i start school to see if i'll have time for one, plus i'm lazy.

i've showered, so now i feel nice and refreshed after a day of cleaning and painting.
my room is now guacamole green with vanilla milkshake yellow trims, the paint looked very tasty so i had to fight off the urges of licking the walls. now imy room will be associated with food and i'm gonna wanna eat every time i enter it, GREAT.
we sorta finished painting angie's room today, its a darker blue; we just need to do a second coat of the white trims. you know i'm sure u probably don't care though...eh.
i'm missing the boy, he's been gone for 2 weeks and i feel like i have no life.
god i can't wait 'til school starts. i should probably look for a job but i'm a lazy bum.

tomorrow is prom :P. i went to get my eyebrows waxed, ended up getting a manicure and a pedicure, a total of $49. i went to a couple of places to check for prices, some place wanted $10 for each eyebrow! for $6 i got mine done and the lady was really nice. anyway, i need to remember to shave my legs..wonder if my new nails will get in the way? hmmm...

went to festival during spring break. it was fun. my last one as a student T_T ::tear::
the girls had adjoining rooms, and oh did we have a great time ("mmm whatcha say"). of course the consequence was lack of sleep, but we dealt with it. when i got home i pretty much knocked out. slept for 14 hours but that was not enough. i still made it to 1st period on time. we celebrated yvan's b-day today. we were gonna do it sunday, but we didn't have time to have breakfast and we couldn't bring a outside food (the cake) into the OCC so we had to do it today.
and as luck would have it, it rained the last day we were at ontario, just as we were leaving. i guess festival just isn't festival without some H2O...at least it didn't hail!

GOD! life is so monotonous. i wake up, go to school where i stay 'til 4:30ish, i get home, eat, watch my novela, go on the computer or watch more tv, then go to sleep. the cold doesn't really help either, don't get me wrong i like cold weather, but the cold makes me frozen and stiff, plus the place i spend most of my time in (el teatro) has a shitty heating system, so it's like one degree warmer inside than outside. that's a huge bummer. oh well.
saturday is supposed to be my last day at work, not that it's a huge deal, i haven't been to work for about 2 weeks.
oh and in 2 weeks i'm LEGAL!! woot woot!! i'll be looking forward to paying for some young man's med school through one dollar bills. :P
dude angie and i totally got tickets for WICKED in May, orchestra seating, smack dab in the middle!!!!! ok so it's far away, but it'll be nice to relax after the AP tests, of which i'm sure i'll fail the english one. i feel as though i'm not getting anything, and english is supposed to be easy! come on! it's basically writing as much bullshit in a short amount of time, it shouldn't be that hard. man i hate poems. the only reason i like the damn class is because it's a fun group of people.

Boy troubles have become an issue yet again, with the same guy i might add. ::sigh:: i like him, but i guess it's not enough for me. i'm finding myself doing a repeat. i'm just not learning!! this shit sucks! and i hate the fact that we're trying to do this (for the 3rd time!) and i see it coming to the same results. i should tell him (ha! rent song comes to mind, only it's not as awww lovey dovey as the song is), but i'm too chicken shit to do so. Cupid's a bitch! the earth opening up and swallowing me right now sounds like such a good idea, too bad it only happens on the screen...and near fault lines, but i'm too far from one :(
i should be typing up minutes, but i'm too lazy.
on a happier note, i went to ComedySportz on friday w/ a bunch of us thespians!! wooo! it was beautiful, they re-enacted Jaszmon's Janet Jackson moment during "The Tempest". it was amazingly accurate...sorta...ish...
it's that time to start applying to colleges. blah!
man, it's stressing in a non-stressing way, does that make sense? (of course not, just nodd and smile) i would really like to like on-campus, but the parental units keep finding way to persuade me into staying at home. anytime i mention a college that's the least bit far from home, they get this pained look on their faces and start saying how i had agreed to stay home or "i thought u said u wanted to go to (insert college closest to home)." it's sooooooo annoying!! i get it, they don't want me far from home, i'm their kid, they want me close and the fact that it'll cost more if i live on campus. but goddamnit! i want to at least be able to consider the option. i don't like the fact that they're limiting my choices.
whatever, i'm going to finish typing the minutes and then go to sleep.
god, life sucks skunk ass!

i really like i'm traPped.i'll be going to college neXt year, but i donno where. not like it matters since my parents have apparently decided i'm going to to either CSU LB or CSU Fullerton, not that there's anything wrong with those 2 schools, it's just that it feels like i don't have any other choice. they want me to live at home, which is ok, i guess, but i don't wanna stay there forever. i think i wanna live on campus. but they just don't wanna let me go. why won't they let me go? i know it costs more, but come on! how the hell am i supposed to go on my own if they won't let go?! they don't even want to consider it a possibility. they don't want to understand that i could get scholarships and grants. i could get free money and they wouldn't have to pay as much. but they just don't want to listen, they don't want to see. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and to top it all off, now i can't even donate some fuckin' blood. what the fuck! a person can donate 6 times a year the most, i only plan to do so once or twice a year. but nooooo, my mom forbids it now. WTF!!! god! a pint of blood twice a year isn't gonna kill me! in fact if i don't do it, it could kill someone else, or at least make it harder on the blood bank to obtain blood. i'm doing a good thing by donating blood, but noooooo! WTF. HOW DARE SHE?!! HOW DARE SHE PROHIBIT ME FROM DOING SOMETHING THAT COULD SAVE LIVES!!!HOW DARE SHE FORBID ME FROM GIVING SOMETHING OF MYSELF TO SOMEONE WHO NEEDS IT MORE!!! HOW DARE SHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YVAN MADE ME THIS NEW LAYOUT, AND IT ROCKS! MARK IS MY FAVE CHARACTER IN "RENT" SO HE WAS THE THEME. YAY!! THANKS YOU YVAN!! I LOVE YOU!!

so i've had a pretty awesome summer. went to SSB leadership training and met the new officers, they are nice and fun. we're a pretty quite crowd this time. i'm secretarian yet again, nobody wanted the to help cassie who volunteered straight up. so i said, the hell with it, i'll do it again, i don't mind. and i really don't.
a week later we went to mexico (with my family, not SSB. lol) it was cool. got to see the familia there. we did a road trip thing went from Aguascalientes (where my family lives) to Guanajuato (rained like cats and dogs so we only passed through) to Dolores Hidalgo, then San Miguel de Allende, then Queretaro (we stayed there for 2-3 nights). then off we went to Teotihuacan (the Aztec Pyramids). Oh my fucking gosh! it is sooo beautiful there. especially on top of the Pyramids. i climbed up all three: El Sol, La Luna and Del Serpiente. believe me, it's easier to climb than it looks. the Luna pyrimid was the hardest, perhaps it might have been because it was the last one i climbed so all my energy was almost spent...hmmm...oh well. then after that we went to Acapulco. it's really nice there, kinda humid. the water is soo warm! i got to go on the parachute thing! it was cool, not scary at all! we stayed for another 2-3 nights, there. then back to Aguascalientes we went to spend a couple more days there being attacked by mosquitoes (damn those tiny vapires! ::shakes fist furiously:: too bad they're too small for me to stake them!)
so now i'm back. went to Ashley's surprise B-day party yesterday, apparently it was a very big surprise, her reaction was priceless.
and that's been my summer so far! oh and went to street fest on thursday. got to hang out with some of my thespians again. :D
oh and i passed 2 of my AP tests!! woot woot!!
got a 4 in bio, 3 in us hist, and a 2 in english (knew i wasn't going to pass that one :( ...eh)

yesterday i went to see the black clouds and underdogs concert in LA. oh my fucking god!!! it was fuckin' awesome. we were so damn close to the stage! ok, not as close as i would have liked, but getting any closer to center stage and i probably would've been killed.
the band to truely pop my concert cherry was The Hush Sound. they were pretty damn good. i'm soo getting their cd once it comes out. after their set was From First To Last. their crowd was rowdy. they like to get with the pushing and shoving. angie, joan and i tried to get out, but we couldn't. it was crazy. we left to the merch stand after their set. we didn't get back to the stage for Hawthorn Heights. but we stood at a good distance to watch. angie and I went back into the crowd during the setup for The All-American Rejects. joan's foot had been stepped on during From First to Last, so she decided to wait it out until FAll Out Boy went on stage. we were soo close to the stage, there were some speakers right by us that the band mates stood on from time to time. so there we were,and there were AAR. THEY ROCKED! then came FOB...oh shpedoinkal.THEY FUCKIN'ROCKED! we were actually pushed closer to the stage by the end of their set. lol. not that we minded :P patrick didn't really come to our side of the stage. he was basically stuck at center stage singing, but pete and joe kept standing on the speakers next to us. we should have brought a camera. the pics on my phone suck. eh. we didn't buy any merch, i was gonna get a poster, but we forgot to go get it at the end of the show. :(
we were in like speaker central! speakers on the stage by us, and speakers above. i was surprised we could even hear after the show...well we kinda couldn't, everything sounded all muffled. oh my gosh. i have never sweated so much in my life! i have also never had so much of other people's sweat on me in my life. when i showered, i washed everything twice. i cant' believe how clean i feel. i've also never been rubbed up on by so many people in my life. i'm surprised my boobs are still in tact. poor angie and joan, their boobs suffered much. i only got hit in the head once (almost towards the end of the show, stupid crowd surfer. my feet are fine, my arms aren't sore. my legs are, but eh, i left without an injury. awesome first concert experience in my book!
we ended up getting home around 12:30-1:00ish. didn't sleep 'til about 2ish. didn't get up until 10ish, so i didn't go to school. all in all, th concert ROCKED!!! can't wait to go to another.